ADAB ARCHIVES

A Child's Paradise

Thursday, March 31, 2005 | 4 comments

by

Alakananda Sengupta



(written during the Iraq war)

A display of fireworks lighting up the sky night after night;
Cherry bombs exploding in celebration of everything that's right;
Everyday a holiday - no school to attend, no homework to complete;
The entire world a playground, with toys, and packets of food to eat
Falling from the sky.

No parents to scold you, no aunts and uncles to complain anymore
About your childish misdeeds - no restrictions, no responsibilities to fulfil as before
Towards them; the entire world is in mayhem - freedom and liberty for all...
And but for the fear, the pain and the sorrow, you could truly call
This a child's paradise!
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Life is Short

Thursday, March 31, 2005 | 3 comments

by

Zahra Bodabhaiwala



Life is short...
So minimally, pathetically
Unjustifiably short...

Before you know, ...
The one you loved & fought,
With consistency and accuracy,
Of the latest torpedo.
One who promised to share
Your ups and downs
Little, if not more!
Has decided to be gone.
Leaving you cold and numb,
If not dead!

Before you know,
Your 'great idea',
Is outdated by someone else's',
Success for which you toiled,
Several nights in a row,
Doesn't taste as good,
With an ulcer !

Before you know,
Your day starts looking,
Like your nights,
Sea whose salt you could breathe,
A decade earlier.
Today,seems outlandish and unique.
Once, you were your child's,
Center of The Universe.
Today, you're thankful
He chooses to play chess with you.

Life is short...
Rightly so.
Would it be good enough,..
If it was long drawn out,
Treacherously unending,
Intolerably achingly infinite?

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These Hands

Thursday, March 31, 2005 | 12 comments

by

Amena Farooq



If my life
Is on my palms,
Then my soul must be
In my hands.

And if I touch you
With these hands,
Will you feel my soul
Or just my skin?

For you can love suede
But can you love the pig inside?

And you can love my eyes
But can you love
The tears they hide?

And if my soul
Is dark and deep
Then will you dive
Or will you leave?

Sometimes people
Like me
Cut their wrists
To let their souls free.

All they need
Is to hold
Somebody's hand.
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The Prism

Thursday, March 31, 2005 | 4 comments

by

Biswanath Dutta



Why does it beat?
Why do I hear the rhythm?
When I already know
that I couldn't pass through the prism.

Things looked rosy,
and everything else was fine.
Darn! those strings,
lest I would have crossed the line.

The strings were taut,
and strong as steel.
Oh! a perpetual hindrance,
that I always feel.

Those shiny white things,
that tempted my eyes,
now look pale,
filled with vice.

Desperate to try
to make the strings dance
with the hope of letting loose
I hold my belief in chance.

It still does beat!
I still hear the rhythm.
Like the sun rays I will!
I will pass through the prism.

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The Lost Tricycle

Thursday, March 24, 2005 | 8 comments

by

Gurinder Singh



The shimmer of chrome,
Ruddy translucence,
Rumble of hollow vinyl
And the muffled fragrance of the off-the-shelf
novelty.

Dangling rakishly from dad's hand.
Suspended like animation.
Eyes, wide like two full moons,
Glued.
Breath bottled up within the tiny breast.
Love, at first sight.

The small personal revolution;
The voyages into the distant;
Whirligigs of heady discoveries;
New friends and new enemies in conquered territories;
The Columbus and the unchartered sightings of
innumerable Americas.

Poof!!
Gone.
All gone,
Into the vortex of years.
The shimmer mangled into refashioned knick-knack,
The Red seat buried in a gutter refusing to decompose,
The wheels melted into a newer cycle of usefulness.

The lost tricycle.
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Watercolor Memories...

Wednesday, March 23, 2005 | 0 comments

by

Nidhi Khurana



Watercolor memories, painting the canvas of my lovesick soul,
Oh darn, why the heck I ask do you come back haunting,
Driving me up the proverbial wall.

Oh, I want to run, run (as) hard as I can,
In an eternal race that I am choosing to lose,
No, I don't give a damn,
And I won't spare a thought,
If this unsparing world calls me a loser,
Or else a recluse.

Another reverie breaks in woefully unsought,
Raking up fires in a tumultuous draught,
I stand alone in the pouring rain,
Thinking a shallow moment,
My love's labor's been in vain,
And, Christ! I don't deserve this pain,

Then something snaps hard within,
Is it my heart's chord or something akin?
And suddenly this reassuring truth dawns,
Pain is a treasure that only true love spawns,
And then I begin to savour the pain,
And strangely feel warm in the rain.

I am a sinner, whose penance lies,
In incoherent ramblings, in unabashed sighs,
Memories, memories, of myriad hues,
The rosy pinks, the moody blues,
Chase me, wear me, rip me apart,
Hit me, pierce me, break my loveless heart.

Then again, I wonder why he keeps at the dreary task,
For I reckon my love was too sweet to last.
Your memories may burn me and beat me to the finishing line,
But take my word, honey, I shan't ever be thine.
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Defiance

Wednesday, March 23, 2005 | 8 comments

by

Nidhi Khurana



You drive me to tears so often,
You cut my heart to pieces like none else;
I writhe in the pain of unrequited love, courtesy you
And yet, I am defiant I'll love you to my grave.

I can't think of a person I've cursed more in the past year,
Nor can I think of anyone I've prayed for with greater fervour,
Lord help me..so drunk am I on you;
That all the world excepting you has faded into a blur.

Do you love me?
Do you care?
Do you ever gaze at the moonlit skies;
And blow me kisses through the warm night air?

Though I know all the answers,
I'll lay a wager with you and ask you to a dare;
Call me insane or what you will,
But I'll love you to death, whether or not you care.

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Home Truths

Wednesday, March 23, 2005 | 0 comments

All is not as it seems in Reshma Ruia's tender farce
Review by

Richard Turner



Kavi Naidu is an extraordinary young talent in poetry. At least, he and his mother think so. The Anglophile mother and son - she with her Nehru Appreciation Society, he with his imitation Shelley and Keats - keep a romanticised England alive in dusty, Seventies Delhi.


Leaving college, the narcissistic Kavi falls in with a group of young literary radicals, featuring the glamorous and sexually 'liberated' playwright Sharmila Sharma, Binoy with his unusual cigarettes, the lesbian Urvashi, and the group's mentor Seth, the 'Asian Shakespeare.' The latter is in fact a bullying womaniser in whose long shadow Kavi Naidu is to travel to London, as a Commonwealth Poetry Prize hopeful.

Leaving behind his government job in the Education Ministry and a marital mismatch with the religiously devout Kamala, Kavi finds himself an unwilling sexual partner to the nymphomaniac wife of the High Commissioner.

Thus begins the poet's awakening to the realities of English life. Alcohol and sex disorient him, and a disastrous weekend at the crumbling country seat of the dysfunctional Lord and Lady Weinberg sees his own ideal of the English gentry collapse. Further excursions into the urban wastes of London and Manchester complete Kavi's disillusionment. All is set against a background of Seth's relentless one-upmanship and punctuated by a parade of grotesque characters.

In Something Black in the Lentil Soup (BlackAmber Books, 2003), debutante novelist Reshma S. Ruia has clearly drawn on her own experiences as a writer born in India and settled in England. More than that, she has brought a vivid imagination to bear on her characters in this wicked satire on the social mores and literary lives of both countries.

Kavi Naidu is wholly believable as the deadpan first person narrator. We have all met this earnest young man with his rose-tinted love of Shakespeare and the BBC World Service. Fragments of Kavi's third rate poetry scattered through the novel add a touch of authenticity to Reshma's spoof autobiography. You sense that she feels some affection for her foolish hero, even as she drags him into increasingly humiliating social scrapes. The novelist's real achievement here is in creating and sustaining this character who somehow toils indefatigably on, in the belief that his work is actually any good. There are few real belly laughs. Kavi Naidu is the joke.

The usual suspects are assembled as the targets for Reshma's satire. She has taken the easy option in depicting England as a land of free love and uninhibited alcohol consumption. No doubt needing to contrast the two countries for comic effect, Reshma's stereotyping is unhelpful and wildy inaccurate. To romanticise India, which in fact has got its own share of prostitution, AIDS and alcoholism, by over-emphasising the dissolution of a foreign country is to perform a disservice to both. Lecture over.

Reshma's sympathy for her male characters is refreshingly unselfish. We have become used to the feminist perspective, where the author enjoys a literal embodiment. Reshma's men may bluster, but they are ultimately passive playthings to the women in their lives. This exposes another weakness in this novel, inasmuch as Reshma's women are often her targets, using sexual attraction to manipulate and advance their own interests. The character of Naina Mistry, wife of the High Commissioner, is the ultimate example of the type.

A final and lesser criticism is merited for the factual inaccuracies in this book. India's Bajaj scooters and Premier Padmini cars revert to their Italian identities here, while in England the errors are geographical. Westminster Abbey becomes a Cathedral, Liverpool Street is 'Liverpool Station' and the former Saxon kingdom of Northumbria is a 'principality'.

But this is a light-hearted and absorbing novel. At its best, Something Black combines the dry social observation of Anita Desai with the hilarious anarchy of Tom Sharpe. This is a very promising debut.

© veena magazine 2003. Used by permission.

This review was first published in the June 2003 issue of veena.
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To IPFC SNOBS

Wednesday, March 23, 2005 | 3 comments

from

Sarah Ahmad



to IPFC Snobs ... The place by the people, for the people, of the people.
So, quite simply, it's the people then innit?

I wandered into a world of strangers
Each one a new face, a new style
They took no notice
I did not exist, yet
But I was determined to make waves.

Slowly I found my feet there
Established a rapport, gained a repu
They knew me
And loved me, I think
And finally I knew I'd arrived.

Let me sneak you a peek into it
And introduce you to my 'peeps'
The wimps and geeks
And nerds and jerks
All mine, forever and for keeps

Snooty, first, as she's popularly known
Remarkably brilliant, a sight to behold
Heman's the man
I wrote him an ode
Both of them with hearts of gold

Smarajit next, and I can't say his name
A mega-watt smile and character to match
Guri's a charm
A veritable catch
These two are the top of the batch

Amena, Divya; beauties with brains
Lovely, alluring, worthy of note
BD my fave
Sarcastic old goat
If I picked a PM he would get my vote

Ardy, Sayantam I cannot forget
Shoot out a flamebait & they won't resist
Sairam's the same
Won't ever desist
You want a good fight? These 3 will assist

Mehmal, the darling of all of us Snobs
Fascinating female, and gorgeous to boot
Manuel I adore
He's quite a hoot
Exciting, appealing and totally cute

Shounak makes my heart go boom
A hottie and simply the best of the bunch
That's it, the end
Coming to the crunch
All you who I've praised, you owe me a lunch!
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Ode to Hemanshu

Wednesday, March 23, 2005 | 4 comments

by

Sarah Ahmad



In the midst of calamity, terror and vice
He stands out, a beacon of hope and respite
Soft-spoken, delightful, engaging and kind
A bite of good humor, a beautiful mind.

Tranquil and soothing an aura he has
Knowledge is power that he will amass
Debate and decide and define, that he must
If you're taking sides, be sure he'll be just

I thought he'd be boring, droning and stuffy
You look at his DP and think: he ain't fluffy
But to my surprise and my joy I have found
He's quite an amazing guy to have around.

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